I was able to shake 3 + some pounds this week.  I'm very happy about that, I was due for some bigger losses!
This past week we celebrated David's big 1-9!  I made him a huge meal and told him all left overs were his to take home, that was my gift to him.  He wanted a Black Forest cake, I was glad to let him take it home, it was way too good to keep around.  I made some cookies a few days ago, but only baked half the batch and left the other half in the fridge.  I later gave it to one of the kids who had earned a treat, nothing better than cookie dough!  Yesterday night I made gooey brownies to go with a meal for another family.  We kept half the batch, but I was on my liquid fast and couldn't eat any, I wasn't too surprised to find most gone by the time my fast was over, I did get a couple though, so it was perfect.  So I guess even though I had made some yummy treats this week, I was able to keep it all under control.
Last Saturday Bill and I went on a date.  We got in the van to return home and it wouldn't start.  We had to call David and have him get us.  I was laying in bed bemoaning the fact that we need to have some sort of transportation, at least to get to church.  I was feeling sorry for myself because no matter how hard we have pursued it, art is not selling.  We have sold 4 since last September, and 3 of those were small ones.  We have no way of getting another vehicle, none! 
And then for some reason I went over my body in a mental scan and realized I have no aches or pains anywhere.  I am able to power walk 6 miles daily, if I don't it's because of time limitations, not fatigue.  I have amazingly strong children who are faithful, they are far from perfect, but I can't find any I would trade them with.
I have a marriage that is wonderful, vibrant and full of energy.  I have a husband who thought I was sexy 3 1/2 months and 35 pounds ago. 
All of a sudden the van was inconsequential, big whoop!  Even when it broke down again in town and Bill and I walked 2 1/4 miles home in the rain, I didn't care.  Mits bus goes just about anywhere I need to go, and church may be tricky, but people have walked further than the 4 miles we would have to go in the past. 
I no longer pray for what I think I need, but for what I am truly in need of.  I think I got too much in the mind frame of thinking prayer is like a candy machine and I put the change in and got out my treat.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
3 comments:
congrats on your continued weight loss, you are awesome!!
I too sometimes feel like my prayers are like a candy machine (please let little Sal use the toilet....please let me sleep) and I just expect things to happen. This post is a good reminder that life is good! We need to smile and be grateful for the things we have!
Good luck with the car situation. I hate my dependence on a car. :)
Riding the bus to church is the cool way to do it...at least we think so. :)
Can I just say THANK YOU! You and your family are such an inspiration to me and I am so grateful to know you! Even if I havn't seen you for years!
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